I'm Almost Home
I was proved to be innocent! You can imagine the shock that I felt. Somehow, being proven innocent made me feel all the much worse. I should have been declared guilty. I should have gotten the death sentence. By all accounts I truly am the cause of William's, Justine's, and Henry's deaths. I expressed this many times to my father, telling him that it should have been me and not them. Naturally, he thought I had lost my mind. If only he knew. He insisted we travel a bit more since he knew it made me happy and got my mind off of things. I agreed, but not even that could make me feel happy anymore. All that I thought about was Henry and the moments I spent with him traveling. It made me miss him all the much more. I got a letter from Elizabeth asking if I actually loved her and wanted to marry her. I hate that she thought I didn't! She is the love of my life and the one whom I want to live with and be with for the rest of my life! I wrote her back telling her this, but ...